Time

Why cant you make your time more productive and efficient?

Cant you feel the pressure it brings when you have insufficient time to make all your assignments/homeworks?

Time is like a wheel that continously rolling over your precious life. You cant feel the life without integrating all the necessary activities that you used or might not used to do. Time is really precious and its up to you on how you deal with it - as precious as life could be. You yourself have the power to handle your time well - its up to you if you will waste your time or not, make your life productive or not as time could allow.

As of now, I feel the pressure of the overflowing information and concepts I need to incalcate in my mind because of the pending examinations we need to pass for this coming weeks. I should have been reading books than writing here but I cant see the essence of that attitude because I think it will just make me more anxious, prolonging the agony. For me, ideas/information seem to enter in my head for a second then will disappear and will go out of my circulation after a few second. I hope I had a better memory to digest and to remember all the necessary concepts I need to understand for me to pass and to prove that I am learning. I want to see myself learning everyday. I dont want my time to be wasted and doing nothing for the rest of the day. Although it gives some relaxation moment, I could still look and find for something that is more toxic and more interesting, for me not to think of things that is unworthy.

I admire very much my professors because they have good and should I say very long-term memory to remember all concepts that is needed in our profession. You will ask them certain question and they immediately aswer you back right after. Seems like a reflex. I hope I could be like them. I admire them so much.. I am looking forward that in times that I will be asked by someone about certain topics with regards to my profession, I could confidently answer right away. I hope I could be that one...

Anyway.. My pending examinations are nearly coming to the end point of the time. And I could sense that those examinations will be given either at the same weeks or same day.. Gosh!! I hope I could integrate and remember all the concepts for me to answer all the applied questions.

These are the pending exams:

[FOR NCM]

- Health Promotion Strategy from Intrauterine to Elderly: (intrauterine, infants, toddlers, preschooler, school-age, adolescents, yound adult, middle adult and older adult)

- Oxygenation (For watch-out!!)

- Metabolism (For watch-out!!)

- Fluid and Electrolytes

- Infection Control, Immunology and Inflammatory

- Perception and Coordination

- Reproduction and Sexuality

- Cellular Abberation

- Human behavior

[FOR PHARMA]

- Drugs for Cardiovascular System (dyslipidemia, hypertension, angina pectoris and myocardial infarction, dysrhythmias)

- Drugs for Gastrointestinal Disorder

- Drug for Fluid-Balance, Electrolyte and Acid Base Disorders

- Drug for Nutritional Disorder

- Drug therapy for Endocrine System (thyroid, DM)

- Drug for Nervous System Disorders

- Drug for Neuromuscular Disorder

- Drug for Psychiatric Condition

- Drugs for Inflammatory an Immune System

- Drugs for Infectious Disorders (antibiotic, antimycotic, antiprotozoal, antihelminthics, antivirals)

- Drugs for Neoplasia

- Drugs for Acute Biologic Crisis (Shock, Renal Failure)

- Emergency Preparedness

----We only have 2 weeks left and we need to finish all those above topics in pharma from FnE to Emergency Preparedness. There are a lot of drugs we need to remember and we need to know.. How could I answer for the exam if I have been overloaded with information.. I hope I could remember and answer correctly on our final exam... Waaahhh.. So help me po Lord God....

[FOR STRAT]

- Developmental Strategies on Teaching

- Writing Behavioral Objectives

Waaaaaahh.. Im so pressured with all of these.........

As of now.. I need to do my NCP pa.... waahhh..

No time for extracurricular activities, no time for social life and no time for unworthy things. But still im carefree and still doing unworthy things.. still using my time for nothing.... Gosh.. I need to set limits muna and focus more..... Waahh. BAN muna YM and FRIENDSTER... Social life also... After this saka plang ako magsasaya.... Waahhh....

Actually at school I want to be quiet and talk to myself for the whole time but I cant make it.. I cant help but to talk and be jolly and happy.. Tsk.. I want to be serious by this time.....

So pls.. help me po talaga Oh Lord God.. Pls... Thank you po..

-Bibs.. (anxious again) 9.30 na pla......