infatuatiion

waw.. i realized now that im such a big whore!... hahah... all im thinking in my previous blog is just a feeling that seems to be not appropriate for me. its just an infatuation!.. hahaha.. seems like im a high school student thinking of a lover that dont feel the same way.. isa akong "tamang hinala"... as of now, i am so ashame with myself because of that thinking!.. grabeh... can i change this kind of mentality? can i think of things that is not stupid..? HOW??/ CAN SOMEONE HELP ME??.. why am i like this.. im such a stupid man thinking of things that is not meant for me... grabeh.. kkahiya talaga... asar!..